One evening, a couple of years ago, I had an oddly powerful experience. I was in my room getting ready for bed. I was going through the usual routine, brushing my teeth, washing my face, all the while looking forward to getting into my snug safe bed and really relaxing.
But suddenly, for a moment, my perspective shifted. I realized that the feeling of security I was experiencing wasn’t about simply being released from the pressures and demands of the day. It was the repetitiveness and predictability of my regular nighttime routine that was making me feel safe.
At that moment my four walls didn’t seem so solid anymore. I saw that my safety, my invulnerability, was an illusion. That in reality, the solid structure that allowed me to feel safe and secure was anything but solid.
What I realized then was this: Although preparing for sleep felt like being in a safe, protective space, safety doesn’t come from routine. No matter what we pretend, life is never entirely certain. Rather than being solid, defined and predictable, it is actually fluid, unpredictable and always new.
According to Kabbalah, this is a core principle of Creation. Our universe is actually not a solid, immutable reality at all. It exists in a fluid and dynamic state known as continuous creation.
The world exists at this moment only because G-d is consciously and deliberately choosing to bring it into existence. In fact, Kabbalah explains that the natural state of the universe is non-existence. If G-d were to stop ‘speaking’ the words of Creation for even an instant, the whole universe would disappear as if it had never been. This makes it, despite the evidence of our senses, as far from a solid reality as anything could be.
However, in concealing His infinite presence, G-d allows us to exist as limited and defined personalities in a physical world. Without this concealment we would exist – but only like light within the body of the sun. There, but not as a defined or separate reality.
However, this concealment is only a starting point. It is not meant to remain in force forever. Our task, especially in these unprecedented, transformational times, is to seek out and perceive the truth – to remain human, yes, but in a way that allows us to relate to reality as it really is.
LIVING ON MIRACLES
After the Exodus from Egypt, the Jews wandered for forty years in the desert, an arid an inhospitable environment that did not support life. Nevertheless, they survived. They lived through continuous miracles - the manna that fell from heaven each day and the Clouds of Glory that protected them from the blazing sun and heat. Their survival, on a moment-to-moment basis, was so clearly dependent on G-d that it was impossible to sustain the illusion that it was natural in any way
Over those forty years, the awareness of G-d’s real, constant and protective presence was implanted deep within the Jewish psyche. Although this tangible awareness has since been challenged by thousands of years of exile, it remains imprinted in our spiritual DNA. It awaits only the right circumstances to rise to the surface once again.
GOG AND MAGOG – THE WAR AT THE END OF DAYS
The prophets describe a final war – the war of Gog and Magog - that will take place immediately before the messianic redemption. After this war the world will forever recognize and embrace the truth of G-d and the Torah.
The Hebrew word Gog means roof. It alludes to the sense of protection and security we get from physical things. As the world approaches its ultimate destiny, humankind must undergo a transformation in its consciousness. Part of this transformation involves the awareness that our security and protection come not from physical possessions, but from G-d.
EXPRESSING INFINITY WITHIN THE FINITE
Each of us is a walking paradox, an unlikely marriage of a finite, physical body and an infinite soul. Our bodies, and the perceptions that go with them, are subject to the limiting parameters of time and space, including our past-based failures and fears. But the soul is free of these constrictions. From the soul’s perspective there are no limits at all.
The soul enters the confines of the body with a mission - to transform the limitations of the physical universe, to change the very nature of what it means to be physical. Ultimately, instead of concealing its infinite Divine source, this finite, physical world is destined to become the fullest and most open expression of it.
Since the physical world is being created anew at every single moment, the present moment contains infinite Divine potential. As part of our mission we are empowered to use this potential to create a transformed reality, unfettered by the limitations of the past.
THE SUKKAH TELLS THE TRUTH
Unlike our everyday environment, the Sukkah doesn’t tell us any lies. It reflects reality as it actually is. Its roof is a simple canopy of leaves and branches, open to the sky. Insubstantial in its physical structure, the Sukkah invites us to abandon the illusion that physical things – a ‘roof’ - can either protect or limit us.
In addition to being insubstantial, the Sukkah is temporary. This fact encourages us to step out of the limiting boundaries of a past- and future-based perspective and embrace the truly unlimited potential that is only available in the present.
The Sukkah calls us to the truth. And as we listen to G-d’s command, remember the miracles with which we left Egypt, and enter the insubstantial, impermanent and intensely powerful embrace of the Sukkah, we acknowledge this truth. We acknowledge it not only with our minds, but with our bodies as well. We let go of the illusions with which we surround ourselves and embrace the essence of what life is.
The Sukkah makes us vulnerable. But paradoxically, this vulnerability is our greatest power. We were vulnerable when we began our journey out of exile, and we will be vulnerable when we conclude it. But far from making us weak, this vulnerability allows to embrace our unlimited source and unique destiny. In letting go of our dependence on the physical, on the “roof”, we embrace our own true nature. We are partners in Creation, Divine beings made in the image of G-d.
THE FINAL TRANSFORMATION
The prophets tell us that at the end of days the Jewish nation will be threatened by powerful hostile forces. This threat will be so great that our human strength will not be enough to overcome it.
At that point, the prophets say, we will at long last abandon the core illusions of Creation. The elusive security of physical things will lose its power to deceive us. We will remember the truth. We will turn to G-d wholeheartedly, and in doing so will allow the Divinity concealed within Creation and within ourselves to shine forth in its full brightness. We will elicit the Divine revelation and protection that is our destiny. This revelation will light up every human heart and shine into every dark corner of the world.
As we move our lives into the Sukkah, we are doing far more than fulfilling a commandment or commemorating the past. On some essential level we are living the future. We are embracing reality. We are embracing our destiny.
We are embracing G-d.
© Shifra Hendrie, http://www.kabbalahoftransformation.com